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I have a little room
where I wait
to not be in my little room.
The work is estimable,
the benefits superb.
I tell the truth.
I am happy with my job.
Some days I want anaesthesia,
I really do.
And I’m happy with my job.
Stick any preposition in there.
For example I’m happy at my job.
And I’ll tell you straight—
I’m happy under my job.
For example
a woman with cancer
asked about me personally
and I lit up.
I was glad to
have the opportunity to
show restrained compassion.
She reminded me
of someone I know.
My grandpa is blind and
he has great mossy eyebrows.
He has a soft voice and reads
with his hands.
I work at an eye clinic.
During a quarterly meeting,
some technicians
asked for a script to help
deal with difficult patients.
My friend was broken
up with.
I found I didn’t
consult the script.
I see people
get better all the time.
It’ll get better for him, too.
Fabric fish hang
from sticky hooks on the wall;
numerous patients love them.
For example when I say,
“Look at this blue light”
patients ask,
“With which eye?”
Few people can control
their eyes separately.
I am not a hand technician
where maybe that is a concern.
I like my job.
I learn new things
and old things.
For example the fish
artisan also
wove some
Bible verses
probably.
The chairs are mostly uncomfortable
so I work on my posture.
I get paid for all this sitting
and writing poetry.
In truth, I get paid for
everything else.
Most people are old.
For example everyone has eyes.
Birds chirp
on the way to work
if I don’t
play music.
If I don’t
play music
there are
the clinic walls
full of art.
If my thoughts are stilted
they are precise.
For example
if I am precise
I bring home
bacon.
I do not consider my job
part of my day,
though I’m happy with my job.
I consider my morning
when my wife picks me up.
One cannot eat raw
bacon so we cook it
together.
I consider my birthday
when I met her
on a bridge
over a lake
under trees
and sky
and northern stars.
I am not bored.
I like my job.
I have learned enough
boredom
becomes the very opposite.
For example not everyone has eyes.
Either way, we can help.
A new frontier
between each moment
has opened.
The seconds are long;
the days are a minute.
I joke I’ll
wake up
retired.
For example look at these wrinkles.
I have many
bottles
of hand sanitizer
left.
I have even more
alarm clocks.